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 Hey all,

I know no one really blogs anymore and there will be a high chance I forget about this. But right now I am sat in my uni Library waiting to go to work, and my head feels empty and I feel lost.

I'm trying to research for my next essay (It's not going well) and I'm just thinking how quickly life is moving. It's already nearly the end of the first term of my second year, and nothing seems to have happened. I didn't get the great first year that everyone talks about, I only talk to one friend I made in first year. I hate one of my housemates (that's not their fault my brain is just fucked up).

 I am trying to think what I want to do after I graduate and I am lost, I have no clue.

But back to the immediate, this essay is hell. It's 3,500 words and I have no clue what I am going to write, it's due next Friday and I've read 7 sources which have barely been helpful. So yeahhhhhhhh I have lost all motivation, I just want to go home and never return. I love the city and the people I have met so far this year, I am going out tomorrow night with some class mates, and then the day after I am going for lunch to celebrate two of my friends birthdays. So I am making friends but as the weeks pass I feel more lost. It also doesn't help that I was Ill for half of November and all I do now seems to be work because I need money. But yeah, that's what my life currently is...